With the recent passing of my own mother, this day is bittersweet. I find myself remembering her in everything. There are moments, anywhere, when I'm suddenly crying and have to quickly put myself back together. I feel so much sympathy for people who lost their mother at a younger age. I'm grateful beyond expression for the knowledge that Mama is well, happy and busy helping others in a better place with Jesus.
Another realization has occurred to me. With Mama's passing a rotating gear has clicked and I am now the official matriarch; the grandmother in my own family. When it comes to the major holidays, my kids and grandkids will now gather with Papa and I as they can, or alternately with their in-laws, known affectionately as "the other grandparents". I step up to fill my position in this tradition with joy, for the gift of family is my favorite thing in the universe.
My Mother's Day/Birthday has been wonderful today. I've enjoyed the company of people I love, the gospel of Jesus Christ, the sweet faces of my children of all ages, pretty flowers... and delicious food cooked by my ever-lovin' husband, Mike. I even got to sit by him during Sunday School today, what a treat as he is usually busy with his church duties. The weather is warming up but not too hot, how I love the Spring.
Thank you, Heavenly Father for giving me a mother that taught me how to love by example. Please bless all of my friends and sisters with a beautiful, peaceful Mother's Day. And thanks for the flowers!
Love, Dolores
